Mar 7, 2017

Tuesday it is

I put a photo of a cake that I bake on my Facebook page a few weeks ago, and there was one comment from a friend and she wrote " oh, you found yourself". And now I'm wondering, what does "you found yourself " even mean. I didn't even know that I lost myself by the way. Maybe she just meant you found your passion. Well I did find some kind of comfort in baking but I don't know if that is the thing I could do for the rest of my life. I'm explorer, I'm always looking for new things. For me that is magic of life. I found passion in weaving, crocheting, cooking, baking, photography, even in painting.
And I know that a lot of people doesn't understand that, but that is basically their problem not mine.
If you are having the same challenges as I do, I recommend a great book from Elizabeth Gilbert " Big Magic".

"Do whatever brings you to life, then. Follow your own fascinations, obsessions and compulsions. Trust them. 

Create whatever causes a revolution in your heart."

The universe buries strange jewels deep within us all, and then stands back to see if we can find them.”      Elizabeth Gilbert "Big Magic"

   Today she was my project, and she made revolution in my heart.  


Jan 22, 2017

I found comfort in

baking :).

You can find comfort in strange places, making things that you never did before. Baking was never "my thing", but strangely I found it very calming, it is some kind of meditation for me. And of course my kids and my husband pretty much love it :) who can blame them, right ?

Have a beautiful Sunday. 

Jan 4, 2017

My dad suddenly died yesterday, and I'm still in shock. He was a great man, always there for me. 

As I go through this moment now,  I'm thinking of this thing we call life.  What is life, what is the meaning of life. 

We suppose to live our lives, but do we? 

We go to work, pay our bills, take care of the house, cook food, always waiting for something and then we just...... die. ( still waiting)

Is this true meaning of life. 

No, it is not, don't get me wrong I know we must work, but we must to do things that we love, things that inspires us, things that makes us happy. 

We must try to live our lives fearless, don't be afraid of new things, go climb a mountain, go dancing naked on the beach, write a book, sing.  Don't think what other people will think of you, when you dye your hair green. Who cares of other people, YOU are the one who matters! YOU. If you like your hair green or blue that what matters !  

Go for a walk today, look around you, see the beauty of the world, say hello to strangers, talk to them, buy a homeless man cup of coffee and a donut. Be in the moment, be yourself. Make bubble bath for yourself, cook something special, bake a cake, read a book, or just do what makes YOU HAPPY!

 My heart is broken, but I know that my dad would say smile, be happy baby, I'm still here with you.

Love you forever daddy <3

Jan 1, 2017


Be happy, smile, give hugs and kisses, love yourself, be generous to yourself and others, dream big, travel, do what you love, don't be scared and most important FOLLOW YOUR HEART, because he is the only one who knows.

Dec 25, 2016

happy holidays


            Vesele praznike in srečno 2017 vam želi vaša Sobazrazgledom.

Nov 14, 2016

what to do..

when everything falls apart ?

1. you can cry...
2. you can scream...
3. you can go for a walk...
4. you can call a friend...
5. you can ask yourself "is there anything universe is trying to tell me "
or you can just eat a lot of chocolate

my choice for today......chocolate :) tomorrow I will do the rest of the things on my list...... :)

love you all

Nov 7, 2016

be brave

Hi guys, how was your weekend, mine was pretty awesome. I didn't do much I must say, but it was still awesome. So I did my gratitude list and of course my wish list. I'm doing my exercise every day, reading from my gratitude list and then from my wish list. And you know, something is different. 
Like most of the world population I have money challenge ( I will not say problem, because the word problem has very low vibration), so money is a challenge ( and I love the money :)) but when I did the lists and started to read them out loud the money just came, and there is another thing that came, I found a perfect house for us. I wrote on my wish list Thank you for the most beautiful house with the most beautiful garden, and yesterday I found it :) It's perfect !!!!!  and, yes the house has a garden :) 
You see my dearest readers, we can DO IT !! my Reiki teacher told me yesterday YOU HAVE THE POWER!! and I could agree more with her. We all have the power of manifesting anything we want, but do we realize that, probably not quite yet. But with the exercise we will.
Miracles are happening believe me. Stay focused, I know it is hard if you have challenges ( health, money, relationship or something else) but we must be strong !!!!  and every time you find yourself in a dark place just say FUCK IT !!!  and go further. Don't turn just go.

Stay beautiful, be brave, we can do it!!! 
I made this blueberry pie for you :) 

love you all